nothing to post.

i don't have the inspiration to write.
WHY?!



ah. Zennie's coming back soon from Holland! Miss yaaaaa muchh much.



shit. i'm so tired la. and what happened to my writing whims :(

the land of no crabs.

Hohoho i am back from Krabbi Island.
Ok. First of all, for all you fellow Malaysians, we should all be proud that we have fab islands like Langkawi, Sabah, Club Med etc to go to. Krabbi Island is NOTHING compared to them. [no offense to Thais] For one, the beach is dirty. Two, there's just..too many people; it's White-People dominated. Three, the food sucks. Four, it's not even an "island". It's like....just a beach by a small town called Krabbi. I mean sure it was relaxing and all.... but it's just not worth going if you live in Malaysia.

okay la. I'll cut down on the words and continue with zee photos :D


the resort was decent i have to say.








lol oh dear what a cam whore.










Rara the elephant who stank.







these tents were nice though.


and this is just so romantic. A dinner by the beach underneath a tent. AHH. You know whenever i go to these beaches and i see those lovey-dovey couples all over the place..i feel SO jealous. I wish one day I could escape Malaysia and enjoy a few days with my baby. Unfortunately this dream is still unreachable. ):


and this is the night view!


the only thing decent about this resort was the awesomely romantic night ambiance.


our excursion to Phi Phi island? (i forgot the name) it was here that we went snorkeling and fishing.


too bad we only caught 4 fishes for BBQ.


they were quote sating though.


lol okay then there was a CNY celebration/dinner. The lion dance was...worse than mediocre. (i mean usually you'd have two lions right? and then they'd perform a series of undoable stunts that make the audience go "whaaaaaaaaaaaaa". But this one was kind of sad. It just had one lion dancing around in circles.) Likewise for the other dances..like the Chinese Umbrella Dance. I mean they were just decent enough to fulfill a White person's viewing..but for a Chinese, you'd start throwing oranges at the dancers. (ahahaha that's Chinese decorum i tell you.)




yeap that's the night view of the swimming pool.


and i still don't know why it's even called KRABBI. i didn't see any crabs.






fuck. school starts tomorrow and i still have a pile of HW to do. shit and now i have another CNY dinner to attend. ahhhhhhhhhhhh someone save me.

dong dong chang is here!

First of all,
I AM FUCKING DONE WITH MY SATS. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

But then that was only SAT I. Now i have to do SAT II. WTF will this ever end. I am so sick of Metropolitan College as well. The petite room, the huge clock, the unstable table, the fierce woman proctor whose expression was so cold but condescending i wanted to punch her in the eye, and this stupid Korean [sorry my dear Korean friends that i'm so disdainful towards this Korean. It's just that the last time i took it another Korean dude did the same thing] duude next to me who kept going "Aiiishhhhhhhhhhhhhh". please. if you want to make unnecessary sounds go outside and do it.


lol okay. i'm going to ramble about a few other things.
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look at this photo.


YES. A BARRED PRISON WINDOW.
Nowadays my friends keep asking me "why can't you sneak out at night?! like midnight!?!" Well there you go my dears. THIS IS THE REASON WHY I CANNOT SNEAK OUT AT NIGHT.
EVIDENTLY, AS YOU CAN SEE, EVEN MY WINDOWS ARE BARRED. Did my parents foresee the 90% likelihood of me sneaking out at midnight or what. wtf. okok nah maybe they barred it to enhance security.

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Third thing is,
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE IN AMSTERDAM NOW. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE AT THE HAGUE FOR THE M.U.N CONFERENCE. T.T What am i doing here. okok fine fine. My parents didn't want to pay for this trip because 1. It's CNY tomorrow and 2. sSince I already went to the THIMUN SINGAPORE MUN conference, and since my parents are parsimonious as hell, they refused to pay for this trip to Holland. BUT NOOOOOOOOO. ZENNIE AND JOJO. YOU GUYS BETTER BUY ME STROOPWAFFLES. AND TAKE LOTS OF PHOTOS. AND OMG DEAR ZENNIE. YOUR BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW. Lucky ass to be spending it at Amsterdam.

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Okok last thing is,
I'm going to Krabbi Island tomorrow. (some island off Thailand) lol don't ask me why it's called Krabbi. And no it doesn't have a lot of crabs. Or maybe it does i dunno. Maybe it's shaped like a crab! Ah well. More on this when i come back! :D

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Damn it i have a lot of HW to do over this short CNY break wtf. T.T
In the mean time, Happy Chinese New Year to all! (:
Gong xi! *dong dong chang music in the background*

WISH ME GOOD LUCK GOD.

HOLY SHMOCKS.

I AM FINALLY MEETING MY NEMESIS THIS SATURDAY.
AGAIN.
the last time i met him was on October 4th. AND IN JUST TWO DAYS I MUST ENDURE HIS PATHETIC, NON-GHOSTLY PRESENCE AGAIN.



God please God give me the power to beat his ass.




my dear blog i will be posting soooon! tooo busy jotting down my stratagems to beat my nemesis.

betrayal. + film fest

"Her heart shrieked; she was furious. The photographs of her husband and Madaline were already spilled on the table in front of her. Her eyes grew wider, and more pernicious as her hands trembled to grab the photos once again. Finally, she managed to do so, but held it weakly. She scrutinized the photo with one hand clasped to her mouth; a noisome, disgusting mid-air shot of her husband and the lady's love-making. His hands clutched her breasts so desperately yet so passionately; her body and his intertwined in a way that belied the novice of the picture's surface; and the lady, that bitch, her facial expression conveyed the utmost ecstasy, and her pronounced, red, round lip screamed the most satisfied moan.

Yes, her eyes justified the truth. Disgust and hatred began to overwhelm her body. The vicious fire that was already burning began to create staccato sparks that seemed harmless but were as sharp, and as poisonous, as death."

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:) oh yes yes it feels tres good to blog :)
bah i had such a busy week wtf.
Yesterday night i finally hosted the film festival! (first one ever at MKIS).
YES IT TOOK SO LONG TO GET THIS EVENT GOING
AND IT TOOK SO MUCH HARD WORK TO ORGANIZE IT.
TY TO MY DEAR TRI-M MUSIC SOCIETY MEMBERS.
WE MADE AROUND 2000 RM :D
FREE PIZZA NEXT MEETING :D

here are some pics:


don't u just love our Tri-M shirts!! :D
it was my idea yes yes.


Chia Ni, one of our Tri-M members designed the logo for the shirts:D











if you look at the shirts closely, the left hand sleeve even has the member's name inscribed onto it!!! :D
yes admit you love them because everyone else who saw them did.


i love the orangeness of the shirts.






lol. i think boys look good in orange.




and this..was where i hosted! radio host! :D up at the booth overseeing the entire theatre! this is zee controll station! and i was zee controller oh yes yes. :D


okok Fredrik helped.








intermission~~ popcorn + lemonade.


lol Shamir didn't do anything he's not even in Tri-M. ahahaha okok don't mean to degrade you Shamirr :D [and he said he wanted to use this for CAS bahahaa] :D


yes i sure learned so much while i was up at the booth. Technology technology. (:

HELP

ever get the feeling where you feel so so lazy you don't want to work
but then you feel so depressed because you know you're supposed to be working.
so you get out ur books and papers and pencils and calculator. And then you open the math book and once you see the numbers and equation, the cosine and sine and all of that stuff, it's like they suddenly turn into ants and crawl off the book so the laziness just comes back to plague u. what's worse is that you know you have a pile to do but you just don't feel like doing it. But when you do something you like and procrastinate hw, instead of feeling the joy you feel even more hopeless.


WHAT TO DO?!

give me time la!

OMG I NEED TO BLOG.

but i have no time wtf.

I WILL BE BACK.
SOON.
JUST TWO MORE DAYS.



x

a mixed sneakiness.

i had another one of my writing whims today. yay!
here goes:



"she's locked. she has no where to go. Her head spins; she turns to the back, then to her right, front and back again. Sweat stream down her temples while the room resounds her frazzled breath. But only tears of agony and trepidation cascade down her cheeks as she rebels against the imminent walls that bellow back at her like menacing gargoyles."

:D
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okok.
you must be thinking this post is boring t.t well well. a few days ago, i successfully SNEAKED OUT OF THE HOUSE :D (it's a big deal because i wasn't allowed to go out since i was supposed to study for stupid SATs but okay it's not like this was the first time i did it but you know)
yes yes i went to see my dear bff Zennie work as a hot [that's what Zennie wanted me to say hahaha jk jk.] chocolate salesman! and omg SHAMIR [he joined us later] THE CHOCOLATE I BOUGHT IS STILL IN YOUR DRIVER'S CAR T.T YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO GIVE EM BACK TO ME THE NEXT DAY WHEN WE MET. i hope they haven't melted t.t No i take that back; Shamir probably ate em already. T.T


dear me. everything about my facial features is wrong. even my hair - what puffiness.


this was at Chilies :D


hahahaha. Zennie. Stripping! [jk-ing kayyy]


his chocolate stand.


haha. [Shamir i didn't know you were that much taller than Zennie :O]






that's ittttttttt :D
school starts in one day. WTF MY DEAR EINSTEIN WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR BELOVED THEORY OF TIME DILATION.