emotions run.

some things are better left unspoken. cliche i know.

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I love you, i hate you, i love you, i hate you . . . . . give me a flower with petals and I'll tell you the answer.

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"this is my blog and is none of your business." - KY

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stand up for yourself; no matter what others say (:

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cherish your friends.

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IB creates AND exacerbates depression.
"..so do black dudes" - Allan

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I WANT TO KILL PHYSICS.

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I'm so proud of my World Lit paper [; (only because it's the first real IB assessment that's going to be graded by IB)

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I love my bff [:

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I love Chee and the MZ [:
"..and the negro race" - Allan

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I'm Deputy Secretary General AND MYSPY Newspaper Head for next year's MYMUN Conference:)

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Allan is looking at my screen. T.T
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I'm taking the SAT Reasoning Test for the last time (yes baby) this Saturday. But omg how pressuring T.T I NEED MY 22OO. yeah as if i'm going to get that score :(
".. i'm pretty sure i would have gotten 2200 if i was black" - Allan

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I discovered my penchant for journalism!

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i will destroy ur face. - Allan

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I loved my MYSPY Team!


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(i wrote this during Math class with Allan bahah)

my weekend.

MYMUN VI conference this week! More updates later but just thought I'd drop by! I LOVE my MYSPY Team!! You guys are STARS :)





In the mean time, haha; i think my neighbor's having a mini-concert - probably for some celebration of a kind. So, even though my 1000+ songs in iTUNES were all unfortunately washed away a few weeks ago, i have background music for the remainder of my night! They're singing songs that are really old, but so classic! Yeah, it's not like a real concert where there are real celebrities. I think it's probably one that my neighbor orgnanized themselves. It's like a small karoake session on stage! :D The singing's actually pretty decent. I actually hear music rather than noise! :)

learn.

some people just disappoint you. sometimes, even the closest people you have disappoint you. The worst part is that they don't know it and you don't really want to do anything about it for fear of a fight. so then you let it go, but then there's just that dominating feeling of unfairness that does not seem to fade away. so what do you do? you let it go, and lose the only opportunity you had to teach that someone a lesson that might just be useful to him/her in the future.

Another boring day of IB

The date today is 14th April 2009. It's a Tuesday, and this is actually my least favorite day of the week. Why? Because it's the middle of the week and there's nothing at all we can look forward to. On Wednesday's, the story is different because we can slowly cruise into the weekend. On Mondays, i kind of feel as though there's something to look forward to. Well anyway, that's just how i think about it. Life doing the IB Diploma is pretty dull, so dull it makes you count the days until the weekend. Believe me, those people that take 4 IB classes only and amongst them only take 1 HL class are so irritating when they whine about their busy life. Like seriously, they have no idea what we have to go through!!!

OK la i don't know why i'm so mad now. Probably because there's so much work i have to and so little hope i can see of getting it done in the near future. To those soon-to-be Diploma students, the most important skill you need to possess is far-sightedness because i swear if you look into your planner and see the amount of work you have to do in the coming 2 months, you'd pass out.

Anyway, before i go i want to leave you with a picture summarizing the thoughts going around in my head:

to myself.

gosh i hate you.

bird.

i'm locked in a cage and i can't get out.