it has to end, doesn't it.

So I've decided to start blogging again. Because I think I'll be needing this in the months to come, and especially after I leave Malaysia to the States. As May approaches and senior year comes to an end, it's weird; I feel more and more lonely, and isolated. The bittersweet-ness of what is about to come has hit me far too early, and I find myself not able to concentrate on the present (i.e IB Exams); and instead my mind wanders off to the future of what will become of me. Believe me, I am not strong, or independent. I can already foresee my midnight bawls on the phone. The mere thought of leaving my family and my friends aches.