i've been thinking quite a lot for the past few days. i've been thinking about my future; you know, what i want to do and where i wish to go. sometimes i feel so jealous of the seniors at our school! they're done with everything including CAS and EE, and in just a few months time they will be graduating, and then stepping into a whole new dimension - heading to Uni and meeting new people. i wish i was at that stage - knowing I've been accepted into a college that actually wants me, looking foward to living alone and being independant and making new friends! but i have a feeling that when i do get to this stage, i would want time to turn back. right now i'm so eager to graduate, but i still have a long way to go. my to-do list just goes on forever; it feels like there's just so much to do and not enough time to do it. time is passing by too quickly; in a blink of an eye it'll be the end of my junior year; by the end of this year i would be done with college apps; and by February of next year, i will be turning 18.
maybe i should be appreciating my final years in high school instead of contemplating about the future. i don't really know.
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yeahh lah ky, just enjoy the moment. your senior year will come soon enough and then you'll be wishing you had more time to experience everything
ReplyDeleteHAH except for the part where we have exams coming up, ready to steamroll us, you mean :]
ReplyDeletedon't be in a rush to grow up, senior year will come on its own. and when it does, you'll wish you were there forever. =)
ReplyDeleteive been contemplating about my future so much. im so distracted these days and all i do is fear the next step in life... ugh, so stressfull. anywyas, i love how your posts are so relate-able
ReplyDelete@yura: yeah i totally get what you're saying. haha and thanks for the compliment :)
ReplyDeleteky you're a genius
ReplyDelete@ above comment : who are ya! :D
ReplyDeletehaha. well, we all had to go through all th little (and really big) things to get this close to graduation...we've been where you are, and it wasn't pretty, but you tend to forget those things when you're this close to the end...By this time next year, the sophomores will be wishing they were you :)
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